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Showing posts with label My Feed. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 10, 2014

for you...

I don't want to be your everything
But I never want this love to end
And I don't want to be the lone star
In your personal heaven
You're my late night conversation
You're the wise voice on the phone
You're the warm embrace that lets me know
I don't have to be alone
We're not the sum of our parts;
we're not the Ace of Hearts,
We're never broken, because we bend
A word, a look, a tight embrace
All night we'll share the shits we face
I'll lift you up, you'll calm me down
It's a love so deep, but I can never drown, because...
courtesy : Gwenknighton

Friday, February 8, 2013

sister

My sister disappoint me big time today! never expected this!

Thursday, May 19, 2011

what i want from you

Ok listen i know im right and i know you are being ridiculous and i apologized enough to an extend now that sorry's doesn't mean anything anymore. so lets stop it here and i want you to analyze things that you been doing recently especially your attitude when you have someone with you. ok this is purely up to you if you want to continue or not. but i really wish you change your attitude, i thought the problem is with me but doesn't look like, it is YOUR nut brain that can only see things from one side. to be frank i dont like the way you treat me and im willing to loose you if you are going to continue the same, i hope you will change back to how you were last last year this time. and if you still think you are right and im on wrong side then go fuck yourself i dont fucking care anymore i cannot take your shit attitude anymore i already have enuff shits bugging me in life and i dont want to add more. you still treasure me or need me then chnage urself if not good bye.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

25-2-2011 unforgetable

pleasing words i got to hear

- you are best of the 3.
- we dont want to loose you
- you are one of the pillar
- we want you to be around

and i got what i asked for. what more to say, i learned that when you are going through dark sure at some point you will get the light. Believe in fate and put expectations into dustbin ;) thanks to lili for being ma left brain.

Friday, December 31, 2010

End of friendship as painful as divorce....

Did you know that breaking up with a best friend could be as devastating as a divorce? It's true, say experts.

Women tend to share everything with their closest female friends, things they would never dream of discussing with their spouse or partners. So when the person who knows you inside out turns their back on you, it feels like a stab through the heart.

"Women's friendships can be very close and intense so it can be as painful as breaking up with a partner when things go wrong," the Daily Mail quoted clinical psychologist Irene S. Levine, author of ''Best Friends Forever: ***Surviving A Break Up With Your Best Friend,'' as saying.

"Women also tend to see their friendships as a measure of their worth, so when a relationship with a close friend breaks up, not only will you feel hurt by the rejection, but you are also likely to feel a failure for not being able to maintain that friendship," she added.

But, if at all, it happens with you, how you can cope with it?

"Give yourself time to think about the situation clearly before you get upset or angry with her," said expert Irene Levine.

"Ask yourself if you are upset because she has dumped you, and if this is a ***relationship really worth saving?"

Experts have also suggested that if you know you've done something wrong, you should apologise swiftly.

Also, don't fall into the trap of thinking you know or understand your friend's motives. You need to talk to find out what is going on.

"If you have begged and cajoled and she won't be moved, you need to respect the boundaries she has set and move on. It may have less to do with you than other things going on in her life," said Levine.

She added, "It will take time but remember, these kind of episodes happen to everybody.

Try not to brood. Keep yourself busy and you are likely to find that some of your ***"backseat" friends start to become more ***important in your life and fill the gaps."

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Happy Birthday to Myself

Completed 25 years!! omg!!! quarter of life is finished damn! and im still la virgin hahahaha =)) well anyways thanks for those who wished im touched that you guys can rememeber my birthday..and i got to hear a piece of good news which really has screwed me for rest of the month. FML.

Monday, October 18, 2010

life in short

im emotionally wrecked and weak today as the disappointment saga continues in ma life..first it was during my childhood, pple used to just ignore me when they dun find me useful, things i said never counted anywhere or when something else pops in and u become less important or an option. the thing is im not sure if its the same for everyone..but for me it keep continuing with family, with friends, with best friends, with close friends, with colleagues or whooever it an be further classified. certain times i used to ignore this as i thought its part of life but then recently its bothering me too much as whoever im surrounded with they keep doin this even at work at home or whereever i go, is it my perception or am i expecting too much ? to be frank im not asking for anythign from anyone but atleast a basic courtesy to acknowledge me as a human ? maybe that's something anyone would expect or require in life atleast from your close ones, but for me it works when someone is left with no other option and when im the only one around.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

25 Things about ME :)

1) Im emotionally weak, physically strong and mentally retarded =p

2) I find horor films funny and i endup laughing for horror scenes

3) I believe im jack of all trades there is nothing on earth i cant do and i strongly believe in will power and strength of my mind which encourages me to try out things =)

4) I love taking risks, those who know me close knows what kind of risks i have taken

5) girls are book of secrets and even god cant say how their mind works

6) i believe im intelligent, has common sense , has a sense of humor, im able to laugh at myself , i can get beyond my ego, im affectionate, im goal-oriented, financially stable always, good natured and hearted

7) Im Committed and Will do whatever it takes to achieve dreams. Sleepless nights are a silly stuff to me.

8) im servant so never believe that serving others needs before your own is beneath you.

9) im a “point man” i leads by example and sets the tone, and i like others to inspire me :)

10) I wanna be in the forbes magazine

11) Im good in providing financial, emotional, and physical stability for whom im responsible for.

12) Im willing to live and die for what i believe in, my spirit is assertive and aggressive..

13) I follow my heartfelt values, and never let a situation or anyone steer me away from doing what i know is right. i wanna be someone that people can look up to and respect and not someone who trades moral values for material gains in life.

14) i never let prejudices or emotions cloud my judgments. i always have good judgment and sense in life.

15) i always try to inderstand the inner qualities, thoughts of people and learn how to understand situations that might be different than im used to, in other words i always put my legs in others shoes and try to visualize stuf from the other angle.

16) I think of others without thinking of myself and i do things for people without expecting something in return for myself.

17) i enjoy cooking and i love to try new recipies, and i like preparing n serving food for people.

18) Im very much sincere in what i do and i have never done anything to impress anyone.

19) I never tried showoff and i dont think im leading a better life than other or pple around me.

20) i love nature photography, i can communicate with plants

21) i believe my attitude chnages with pple based on how they shuffle their priorties in life, and im someone who dont expect my priority row to be shuffled anytime unless there is a personal reason caused by me ok this os the screwed side of me.

22) im a man with lot of expectations and when expectations go down the drain i will be dissapointed. ok this happens often.

23) my humour sense often offend other pple caus i have no control of tongue at times and spill out too many lame jokes that hurts pple but now this been under control.

24) i believe unromantic men are the biggest cause of their partner cheating on them guys tend to get into this comfort zone after being in a relationship for awhile where they think the gal knows they love them and they don't need to show it any more and i cant stand it when such men have the best girl with them, for me love is a continous non-stop feeling that clubs 2 sould together and it should be unconditional.

25) i dunno if im a complete man but i believe my balls are strong n im a complete man..buahaha

26) this is a special addition caus my life wont be the same if i didn have my bestie chinu who is always with me on all my ups and down..miss u babe..:)

ok 25 was way too much boasting about myself, i had a hard time thinking abt myself and i dont think so i have ever spend so much time thinking abt myself this much before...so ladies and gentlemen go for it give sme time to think about your life so far and spill out all good n bad here...

Friday, January 1, 2010

Happy New Year '2010'

the so called much awaited 2010 is here, i wish everyone a very happy and blessed brand new year.

Monday, December 21, 2009

Happy birthday 'myself'

Thanks for all the wishes, gift and cake.

Finally finished 24 successful years.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

tribute to mavelinadu

I found this while looking for a mail today hehehe nostalgic i received this afetr i shutdown one of my popular site in the year 2005...half of its in malayalam, the reaction of all my mods and co-admins...Im sorry for what happend that time i was helpless. pavithra_k_menon is a guy named latheesh suck a cockster his fantasy was to talk to people online using girl name. GOSH!
jamal ikka:
pavithra_k_menon: njan ethy
hari:
hari: vannalllo vanamala
hari: appole arum pokaruth
hari: njna itha vannu
hari: vishaklkunnu
pavithra_k_menon: odeda kari
hari: podi avidunnu
hari: ninne njan ottikkum
pavithra_k_menon: hihihi... poda karee... nee njottum
hari: ketto ivide arum mindilla
hari: njan njottula kanichu tharqam
pavithra_k_menon: namukku sitente matter talkaam
hari: tharam
hari: koppu
pavithra_k_menon: ayyo... kaanendaaa..
hari: ellarum valiya aluakl
hari: arum mindilla
hari: mindiyal kozhappama
pavithra_k_menon: athe... head weight aanu
hari: ya
hari: koppu
pavithra_k_menon: ikkaaaa
pavithra_k_menon:
pavithra_k_menon:

pavithra_k_menon: kari moorkkaa... nirtheda
pavithra_k_menon: valla paambu kalikkum po
pavithra_k_menon:
hari: podi\
hari: nee pavakka vilkkan poo
pavithra_k_menon: pavakkayude akathu oru kari moorkkan
hari: ha ha
hari: ninte adutho
hari: podi pavkka
pavithra_k_menon: oru karim korangu paavakka eduthu kondu poyi
hari: ha ha ha
hari: ninne edukkan njan vannilla
pavithra_k_menon: appol karim korangu aaraanennu manassilaayi
pavithra_k_menon: nee thanne aanu
chiba: ivalu eppolaa vanneee
pavithra_k_menon: njan vannittu 23 years aayi
pavithra_k_menon: hihihi
hari: appole ninne edukkan njna varam
hari: mathya
chiba: 23 years oooo
pavithra_k_menon: oh santhosham
pavithra_k_menon: athe...
chiba: arinjillaaa
chiba:
pavithra_k_menon: ayye arinjille chiba chettaa
pavithra_k_menon: mmm... serious aayirikku... nammude maveli chathathu
arinjille?
chiba: arinju
chiba: avan konnathallee
pavithra_k_menon: enthu cheyyaam.... avan kochu kutti alle? angu kshamikku
chettaa
chiba: avane kandirunnel kshamikkarunnu
chiba: monthel 2 ennam koduthathinu sesham
pavithra_k_menon: singaporeilekku vilikku
hari: ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
chiba: singapore lekku pokaallo
chiba: ennathinaa vilikkunnathu
pavithra_k_menon: avan bhayankara thadiyanaa... chiba chettante double untu
avan
chiba: ethayaalum naattil pokuvaa, singapore vazhi route mattanam ennalle
ullu
chiba: athonnu saramillaa
chiba: thadi yil kaaryam illaa
pavithra_k_menon: pinne gymilum avan pokunnuntu... chanthupottil oru songil
dileep gymil pokunnille? athupole... hihihi
chiba: anaye simham adichu idum
pavithra_k_menon: oooo...
pavithra_k_menon: enthoru simham...
chiba: athu pole avane adichidum
pavithra_k_menon: ente jamal ikkaye karayichappol samadhanam aayallo
pavithra_k_menon: paavam ikka
pavithra_k_menon: orupaadu karanju
pavithra_k_menon: chiba chettan kelkkunnundo?
chiba: unduu
pavithra_k_menon: enthinaa aa message ikkene kaanichathu... nammude ikkene
namukku ariyaallo....
chiba: hmmm
chiba: ennalum kinnan nte swabhavam ellarum ariyanam
pavithra_k_menon: athupole chiba chettane aarenkilum kuttam paranjalum
njangal viswasikkillaa
chiba: ene paranjottee
chiba: enikku pullu vilaa
chiba:
pavithra_k_menon: nammal mods ellaam oru family pole... alla... family
members aayirunnallo
chiba: aayirunnu
chiba: pakshe ninte kinnan alle ellam kalanjathu???
pavithra_k_menon: aa kinnante swabhavam angane aayathu avante age athaanu...
members/ modsinte feelings/ hurts chinthikkaanulla prayam avanillaa
pavithra_k_menon: athhaa
chiba: aaha
pavithra_k_menon: ikkayodu chodikku sathyam alle ennu
pavithra_k_menon: oru aniyante vivaram illayma aayi kandu avanodu kshamikku
chettaa
chiba: hmmm
pavithra_k_menon: pakshe avan ennodu paranjathu, credit card company case
file cheythu ennaa
americansundari: kinnan onnu oversmart ayatha chitti
americansundari:
pavithra_k_menon: chundeli chechi undaayirunno ivite?
chiba: chundeli njangalude aalaa
americansundari: yes
pavithra_k_menon: njano?
chiba: athre ullu
chiba: pavi kinnante aalalle
pavithra_k_menon: aaru paranju?
americansundari:
chiba: angane thonni
chiba: pakshe chundeli njangalude koode eppolum unduu
pavithra_k_menon: angane thonnendaa.... he is like my brother
pavithra_k_menon: njanum untu
chiba: ok.
chiba:
americansundari: Atha nammuda amal kinnan se cheyan nadakkuva
americansundari:
pavithra_k_menon: pakshe ente brother thettu cheythaal njan athu thettanennu
thanne parayum..
chiba: ennaal avanodu parayu
pavithra_k_menon: njan paranjallo
chiba: avan enna paranju
pavithra_k_menon: amal kinna se cheyyaan nadakkunno? entha chechee?
pavithra_k_menon: avan paranjathu oru valya story aanu
pavithra_k_menon: serverinu ethire creditcard company case file cheythu,
USD2000 adakkanam, no band width... etc
pavithra_k_menon: ennokke paranju
pavithra_k_menon: avanu mavelinadu valya interest illa ennum paranju
americansundari: avan ishtam ullathu cheyattu
americansundari:
chiba: oooh
pavithra_k_menon: MMP3 ini kooduthal active aakkaan pokunnu ennu paranju
chiba: mod aayille
pavithra_k_menon: mmp3yil no mods... but films all for paid members
chiba: ohoo
americansundari: sho mavelikku vendi kurtachu dollar kodukkmennu vechtha
americansundari:
chiba: avan idattee
pavithra_k_menon: sundari chechi--- madamma.. nalla cash teamaa...
chiba: oru member polum thirinju nokkaalle daivame
americansundari: ellam poyi illa mola
pavithra_k_menon: evite thirinju nokkallenna?
americansundari:
jamal ikka: sorry guys
pavithra_k_menon: madamme... kurachu cash thannu sahayikkamo?
chiba: avante paratta site lu
jamal ikka: oru kariyum
hari: ya
chiba: parayedaa
pavithra_k_menon: parayu ikka
jamal ikka: sorry
americansundari: tharamallo
americansundari: aa kinnau kodukku
jamal ikka: i cant control myself
americansundari: ads arthi thirattu
americansundari:
jamal ikka: onnu vilichotae
americansundari: villi
americansundari:
hari: vilikkeda aliya
pavithra_k_menon: ayyo
chiba: vilikkuuu
pavithra_k_menon: entha ikkaa
americansundari: villi
hari: vile
americansundari: para ikka
pavithra_k_menon: parayu ikka
hari: we all are witing
hari: waiting
jamal ikka: panna pulayadimonae poori thayoli avantae ammayae otu
americansundari: yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
chiba: heheheheheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jamal ikka: atu aa kinnan thayoliku
hari: kalakki aliya
hari: kalakky
jamal ikka: ammayae panni thayoli
hari: very good
jamal ikka: nayintae mon
chiba: mathiyeddaaaaaa
americansundari: russel nikku pavi allam copy cheyattu
jamal ikka: avanodu poyi para
americansundari: annala kinnanu kodukkan patti
chiba: hehehehe
americansundari:
americansundari: pattu
jamal ikka: avantae pariyudae site
jamal ikka: kondu undakda
jamal ikka: nayae
americansundari: that's enough
americansundari:
jamal ikka: illa
pavithra_k_menon: ayyo mathy ikkaa...
pavithra_k_menon: njan copy cheyyunnillaa
jamal ikka: pavi avanodu paranjaeru
chiba: mathiyedaaaaaaa
hari: nee niruthanda
jamal ikka: illada
pavithra_k_menon: ithokke vrithikedalle?
hari: parayan ullathellam para
jamal ikka: alla nalla rasama
hari: ithokke appole appole kodekkendatha
jamal ikka: avan undalo
chiba: control tharooooo WHISKY daivangalee
jamal ikka: pulayadimon
hari: ha ha ha
americansundari:
pavithra_k_menon: ikkaaa... mathy ikkaaa
americansundari:
jamal ikka: avanae kal taraanu njaan
jamal ikka: avantae koopilae site
chiba: enikku control tharoooo whisky daivangaleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
jamal ikka: kurae undakiyalo
pavithra_k_menon: madamma chechikku vallathum manasiilaayo? enikku some
words manassilaayi
chiba: explain cheyyaano paviiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
americansundari: edda pottada avan adsinu vendi alla
chiba:
hari: manasilayillenkil njna paranju tharam
jamal ikka: sundari okkae aa pulayadi mon valakan nokiyata
pavithra_k_menon: ente daivame... njan entha ee kelkkunnathu
americansundari: atha enikku oru chance thaa
jamal ikka: avan site tudangi pennugalae valakan nokiyata
jamal ikka: ata avantae main hobby
pavithra_k_menon: avan paranjittondu
americansundari: i want to kick that mother fucker asss
jamal ikka:
americansundari:
hari: kalakki sundari
jamal ikka: together baby
hari: angane 4 english varatte
americansundari: asshole
jamal ikka: sucker
hari: chilarkku mansilakana
americansundari: tell him go and suck ****
chiba: sundariye valakkaan avan nokkiyoo?_???
jamal ikka: avantae koopilae site
americansundari: never
jamal ikka: kondu undakada
chiba: enikku sahickillaaa... sundari ye njan valachathaa
americansundari:
jamal ikka: avan illae
chiba:
hari: sitele penunagl avanteyo
jamal ikka: ividae
pavithra_k_menon: enikku ithokke kettu mathiaayi
hari: koooooooooooooooooo
chiba: niruthedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
americansundari: bhakki kinnattu kodukkam
americansundari: me on good moood
hari: sundari 4 english varatte
jamal ikka: kinnan alla avan
americansundari: invite that mother fucker
pavithra_k_menon: ayyo chechi theri parayalle
chiba: backy avan varumpol kodukkaaam
jamal ikka: patti thayolianu avan
jamal ikka: avan onnum nannakila
chiba: niruthedaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
americansundari: this is fr that bitch
chiba: mathyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
pavithra_k_menon: enikku ingane parayaan onnum ariyilla... allel njan
paranjene
jamal ikka: entu mati ennu
hari: pavakke nee are paraum
hari: nammaleyo

hari:
americansundari: heh
hari: oh oh oh
americansundari: paryum parayum
americansundari:
hari: are va ustanda va kya dialogu
pavithra_k_menon: ente mavelinadu avan poottiyille aa idiot... mathyo?
chiba: kinnan kaanichathu thenditharam aayi
jamal ikka: avan ariyatu njaan loka tara anu ennu
bobinjoseph1986 has joined the conference.

jamal ikka: kinnan pari
bobinjoseph1986: hi
americansundari: edda ee cherukkan enthina villlicha
americansundari:
americansundari: that bitch
chiba: potedi chundeliii
bobinjoseph1986: ikka njan going aa
hari: koppu avan enna vigarichu nammal ellam avante veetile jolikkarenno
pavithra_k_menon: avan vrithikettavan... monkey...
jamal ikka: avanae sadanam njaan vaetum
bobinjoseph1986 has left the conference.

americansundari: he is a gay
americansundari:
chiba: hahahaha
jamal ikka: avan gay alla
jamal ikka: atilum pokka
chiba: athennadi ninne valakkan nokkanja kondaano
americansundari:
americansundari: edda sake benda
chiba: ninne valachaal avane njan thattum
americansundari: \]
pavithra_k_menon: ayye,... entha ee parayunne?
jamal ikka: avan onnum real tarayae kanditilla
hari: kettittu manasilayilla
americansundari: appol allam thirnallo
americansundari: njhan kura nall kuddiya ithryum villikana
pavithra_k_menon: kinnanu ithu mail aayi ayakku...
americansundari: nalla palli poyi pray cheyanum
americansundari:
chiba: mathiyallooo enthinaa adikam
americansundari:
jamal ikka: avan enta onlinil illae
chiba: palli pokandedi nee ennodu paranjooo
pavithra_k_menon: ho... njanum cheetha vilikkaan padichu
jamal ikka: undae vili
pavithra_k_menon: ariyilla ikkaa... avan onlineil undo ennu
hari: vilikku appol direct ayi samsarikkamallo
hari: illenikil indirect alle
chiba: avan online illaaa
jamal ikka: umm
chiba: chilappol invisible ayirikkum
hari: copy paste cheyyan budhi mutta
pavithra_k_menon: njan copy cheyyaam
pavithra_k_menon: avanu sendaam...
chiba: ithellam copy cheythu word laakki ayakku
jamal ikka: njaan kurae offline ittu aa nayintae monu
hari: ok very good
chiba: russele nee form laanallooo
jamal ikka: avan irunu cash undakatae
chiba: innu ethra adichuuuu
pavithra_k_menon: ok chettanse... njan cheyyaam ... ellam nammude
mavelinadinuvendi... eeswaraa.. ennodu ksamikkane
jamal ikka: shae asianet vaenamayirunu
americansundari: heh
chiba: ninnodu njan kshamikkaam paviiiiii
americansundari: annal onam
americansundari:
pavithra_k_menon: asianet chettan ithu arinjal thakarnnu pokum... pavam
hari: kodungalore pooram thudangatta
jamal ikka: avan aa pavam asianet aa kinnanu kurae undaki kodutu
chiba: athe atheee
jamal ikka: avanae polum mind chaitilla
pavithra_k_menon: hari chettan bharani paattu paadukayano?
chiba: thanaro thannaro thana thanaaro thannaroooo
jamal ikka: sundari avalu kurae mp3 undaki kodutu
hari: pavi nee ithellam copy cheyyunnella
pavithra_k_menon: njan pinne copy cheyyaam
hari: copy cheyyane marakkaruth ketta
pavithra_k_menon: avanu sendaam
americansundari: Njhan happy ayi
americansundari:
americansundari:
chiba: nee eppolum happy alle
hari: hello all
pavithra_k_menon: paavam sundari chechi...
hari: sorry for this poora pattu
jamal ikka: avan rajayasaba enna paeril kurae cash undakiyalo aa naitintae
mon ccm serveril
hari: kurachukoode kelkkana
hari: ente standered alppam korava
chiba: njanum kaasu koduthathaaaaaaaaaaa
americansundari: avan rajyasha allakrkku access koduthilankil
jamal ikka: ariyam aliya
hari: ellarun sagikkumenkil nan thudangatta
americansundari: atha nannum illathavan
americansundari: idiot
chiba: hehehe
jamal ikka: maveli down ayapol aaa pavam binoy avanae kurae helpi
chiba: ellarum nadathu
chiba: enikku visakkunnuuuuuuuuuuu
chiba: ravile 4 peg vittathaa, athinte visappuuuuuu
americansundari: ccm down ayappol aa idiot thirinu nokkiyilla
jamal ikka: ccm downayapol avanu mind illa
pavithra_k_menon: vishakkunnenkil kurachu mannu vaari kazhikku chiba chetta
americansundari: edda avanta target vera ayirunnu
jamal ikka: entadi
americansundari: ccmil membersina piddikkan
chiba: hehehehe pavii
hari: ivide eethu arangeriyathu chila alkkarkku vendiya
jamal ikka: entu target
americansundari: ccmil membersina piddikan
americansundari:
jamal ikka: aha
americansundari: avnta motherinta kaliveedu
americansundari: kannichu kodukkam
americansundari:
hari: kooooooooooooooooooooii
jamal ikka: sundari umma
jamal ikka: nee anu sundari
americansundari: enthu source use cheythu athu hack cheyum
americansundari: allalel kando
chiba: sundari kku umma kodukaan nee aaraa hariii
hari: pavi ithum copy cheytho
americansundari: verumm kuntha
chiba: athinu ivide njan unduuuuu
jamal ikka: hehe
americansundari: enthinnu
hari: panna pulayadi mon avante oru _________ site
chiba: pw oppickuu
jamal ikka: fill in the blanks hari
hari: athu alppan thara anu aliya
americansundari: enthinna nattila Law enforcement okka illa
hari: penungal ille
jamal ikka: oh
americansundari: illegal mp3 idunathu
hari: avaru ok yanenkil njan fil cheyyam
jamal ikka: ccm is the besttttttt
americansundari:
jamal ikka:
americansundari: yes
americansundari:
jamal ikka:
americansundari: yes
americansundari: addipoli pottan
jamal ikka:
americansundari:
americansundari: i will sue those mother fuckers
americansundari:
jamal ikka: hehe
hari: ivide vannu oru miranum udakkoola
jamal ikka:
americansundari: athu njhan kodthollam
hari: fbi vigaruchittu nadkkunnilla
jamal ikka: mp3 sucksssssssssssssss
jamal ikka: mmp3 sucks
americansundari: Sreebitccccccccccccccccccccch
pavithra_k_menon: shyoo,... enthaa ee parayunnathu..
hari: kettille
hari: manasilayille
jamal ikka: nalae kaliveedil spamingggggggggg
americansundari: yeap
jamal ikka: forrreal
americansundari: innu baaa
pavithra_k_menon: kaliveedu kalichu thudangiyittilla
jamal ikka: vadi entae sundari
jamal ikka: nammuku spamam
hari: ha ha ha aliya
americansundari: nokay kutta
jamal ikka: avantae ammae veedu
hari: thacham giri ondakkum ennu
americansundari: http://www.kaliveedu.com/
hari: we will koppu soooon ennu
americansundari: \
pavithra_k_menon: oh.... enikku mathiyayi
hari: maveliyil ninnum ellam shiftukaya
jamal ikka: hardcore parental teri
americansundari: ]edda nammaku aa chullazzzzina kudda villichalo
americansundari:
jamal ikka: avan enganaeya
hari: arkku venam avante kooplie sitle mod
americansundari: njhangal new site irkkan pokkuva
jamal ikka: shae kalivvedu pootiya
hari: avan salary onnum tharunnillallo
americansundari: atha avan alla undakan

jamal ikka: ccm is the bestttttttttttttttt
hari: masam kazhiyan ullathu undakkunde ketto
americansundari: yeap
jamal ikka: ccm ki jaiiiiiiiiiiii
hari: koooooooooooooooiiiii
americansundari: oru mp33333bitchesinum ccmilna beat cheyan pattila
hari: njan ccm ki jay]
hari: athanu site
pavithra_k_menon: njan pottee.... ningal continue cheyyu...
americansundari: yes
hari: athil ulla admins anu admin
americansundari: yes
hari: ponnooooooooooooooo
jamal ikka: ccm ki jaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
americansundari:
jamal ikka: ccm is the besttttttttttttttttt
hari: entha adminssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hari: ccmil
jamal ikka: maveli kinnan suckssssssssssssss
hari: koooooooooooooooiiii
americansundari: Sreebitch
hari: mole pavi neee pona
americansundari:
hari: nillu

jamal ikka: kuch binoy ki jaiiiiiiiiiiii kinnan sucksssssssss
hari: ha ha ha ha ha
americansundari: nee ethu full copy cheythu aa mfina kanikku
americansundari:
jamal ikka:
hari: ha ha ha ha ha
hari:
jamal ikka: ccm ccm
jamal ikka: ccm
pavithra_k_menon: njan copy cheyyunnilla.... enikku vayya avante cheetha
vili kelkkaan
jamal ikka: ccm
americansundari: cccm
americansundari: yeap
jamal ikka: cccm ki jai
americansundari: here it's
americansundari:
jamal ikka: fucking maveli sucks
hari: enthadi mole copy cheyythe
chiba: ccm moordhabad
hari: ha ha ha ha
chiba: ccm bendaa bendaaa
americansundari: heh
jamal ikka: mairu kinnan
chiba: hello amal
americansundari: mother fucker
pavithra_k_menon: CCMine njan support cheyyilla... athukondaa
americansundari: nitch asshole
hari: amal poora pattanu
jamal ikka: kinnan avantae ammaedae
chiba: njanum support cheyyillaa paviiiiiiiiiiiiii
americansundari:
hari: kekkanamenkil nillakm
chiba: ccm enikkum ishtamallaaaas
americansundari: eppol kinnau ccminta suppeot vennum
hari: ok ok ok
americansundari: allankil van pokka
hari: ccm vidu
hari: ivide ippole mp3 fucker anu
americansundari: edda amala ninta kashu pochu
pavithra_k_menon: maveli illenkilum enne konnaalum njan ccmil kerillaa... aa
basket- kuch kuch enne athrakkum naanam keduthy
americansundari: kinnan mungi
americansundari:
chiba: njanum angane thanneyaa paviii
jamal ikka: ginnan
jamal ikka: avantae
jamal ikka: koopilae
chiba: kuch kinnane kalum tharayaaaaa
jamal ikka: aliya chibae
chiba: yes daa russel
americansundari: kuchinu oru born koduthala
hari: ok ok chiba,russel
pavithra_k_menon: avanu ammayum pengalum illathavanaa... aa raskal kuch
americansundari: bhakki randum okay
hari: ccm vidu
jamal ikka: kuch avan ccm valarti entokkae paranjalum
hari: athalla nammude topic
chiba: kuch valarthy
chiba: koppaa
jamal ikka: kinnan arsehole is our topic
hari: ya

but this was the era of more websites from kerala started to grow.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

afternath of ugly truth

most people i know especially gals look for a loyal humble and sweet guy my question here to you is are you ready to sacrifice anything for what you looking for ? the answer will always be a NO you expect everything to come to you without giving up anything u have in ur life now and everything you want to remain the same...this is a truth i have realized from most pple i know...to all those unsatisfied souls the only advise i can give you is without sacrificing anything you wont gain anything that you want for a life long.

- accept your mistakes
- take initiative
- do what you think is right
- treasure the ones who care for you
- be emotional but not a pain
- watch your mouth(words are more destructive than a nuclear bomb)
- be a good neighbor
- keep in mind, expectations can never be met always
- celebrate everyday

how i wish i could put in practice the above...



Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Farmville

I recently started playing farmville on facebook a game that i really wanted to do in real which i always have had passion in real time gardening and planting... well this has really helped me since past couple of weeks to move the life further and really did help to burn ma off time during the longer weekend and also off office hours fantastic stuff :) i also realised that the friends/contacts i have so far are helping a lot in this game as the more pple on it the more coins u can earn haha so one good advantage of having those so called acquaintances in your contact list will help in someway some day like mine :)

Thursday, September 3, 2009

wat a fortune.

Tomorrow's life is too late. Live today - its easy to make fortune quotes but to be practical i guess its pretty late by the time u realize the meaning of it. I been trying to be a positive thinker and take things positively recently thinking only of the good side but that really makes u feel like u r putting a mask on. So im confused now how can i polish things and bring myself on a way that makes me comfortable in all grounds. Btw happy onam to all malayalees.

Monday, August 17, 2009

FML

Not sure how many times you have given chance to pple again and again to screw ur life..i recently realised the reason why its always me is because i have a lot of patience and i don't react to anything so that let others to take over the space and create the irritation which indirectly make u angry and create hatred over certain stuff. This really isn't good, like someone advised me before "when someone give u a pain give double back so that they will know how it feels and will stop doing it", actually i think this is true you have to be an asshole at times to certain people to make them realize how bad u can be...not sure how it feels for you when :-

- someone else take away ur stuff and dont return
- your parents support other kids and compare yourself with a friends of yours
- your friend is jealous of your success and hate you just because he/she cant be like u and stop contacting you
- you cook for a group of your friends and u realize there isn't anything left for you to eat
- a close relative of yours whom you thought will be there for you turns out to be a pussy
- you keep waiting for someone's msg or call and you get sorry I was busy or a qn back why cant u msg/call ?
- you have a roomie who is stinky who don't even bother taking shower use your pillow, keep shaking the bed when you are sleeping and yawns like a hippo
- suddenly people change their priority table in their life and u goes down in the list

im not sure whatelse to write here...im just having a bad start today with a wonderful shouting from ma mouth early morning and im fucking irritated with an asshole..

Life is so fuckedup!

Friday, July 31, 2009

i didnt know this will come back to me

Last time when i at ma home town i wrote this piece of phrase or line to a very close friend of mine at the age of 14, after 11 years now it really hit me back i been complaining complaning about the issues in life and what i wrote to my friend is something that i wanted to hear at this moment. LOL.




Monday, July 27, 2009

There goes away my Appu

One after the other now i loose everything related with my childhood. I cant believe from today everything just going to be a memory. No more hopes in getting anything back even if i do it wont be complete without my appu & ammu. Even though i used to hate my appu i always used to have him placed in some corner of my heart, the reason is that he is the one behind all my talents, my first teacher who made me realise what i have in me. I still have your words in ma ears, Next time when you come i may not be anymore. Im happy atleast i could meet and talk with you couple of countable days back.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Recall

Never make someone your everything, this would be a big mistake in life if the someone has someone else who is everything to him/her ;) Cause when they're gone, you'll have nothing. It's okay to lose your pride over someone you love, but don't lose someone you love over your pride.

ok the below i got in a fwded email im jus pasting it here :-

I hated going to weddings. All the grandmas would poke me saying "you're next!" they stopped doing that when I started doing it to them at funerals.

Life is all about moving on. But somewhere in between moving on and moving in, you have to learn how to say goodbye. And that by far is the hardest part of life.

i guess if you don't jump you'll never know if you can fly

Just because I have to let you go doesn't mean that I won't think about you every step I take away from you.

I hope you know that you are my close friend. Thanks for the best time of my life.

if you hold back feelings because you're afraid of getting hurt, you end up hurting, anyway.

i never asked for it to be over. Then again, I never asked for it to begin. That's the way it is with life, some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days have their sunsets.

Maybe that's why we hold on as hard as we do, we just can't believe such a miracle can happen to us twice...but it can, someday you'll find it again. -Someone Like You

Regards
AjayKerala

Courtesy : xanga.com

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

sicko

ma mind is sick today...all i know is im getting spoiled!!! screw everything:@:@:@

Monday, May 25, 2009

who the F r u ?

do this everyday go to the mirror and value urself! ask this who the fuck r u ? whats ur value ? what r u ? preferebly do this in the morning after taking shower...really helps to stay where you are and you will only think upto what you are and wont think so HIGH of yrself!!!!! which is not good for anyone..