for you...

I don't want to be your everything

But I never want this love to end

And I don't want to be the lone star

In your personal heaven

You're my late night conversation

You're the wise voice on the phone

You're the warm embrace that lets me know

I don't have to be alone

We're not the sum of our parts;

we're not the Ace of Hearts,

We're never broken, because we bend

A word, a look, a tight embrace

All night we'll share the shits we face

I'll lift you up, you'll calm me down

It's a love so deep, but I can never drown, because...

courtesy : Gwenknighton

sister

My sister disappoint me big time today! never expected this!

what i want from you

Ok listen i know im right and i know you are being ridiculous and i apologized enough to an extend now that sorry's doesn't mean anything anymore. so lets stop it here and i want you to analyze things that you been doing recently especially your attitude when you have someone with you. ok this is purely up to you if you want to continue or not. but i really wish you change your attitude, i thought the problem is with me but doesn't look like, it is YOUR nut brain that can only see things from one side. to be frank i dont like the way you treat me and im willing to loose you if you are going to continue the same, i hope you will change back to how you were last last year this time. and if you still think you are right and im on wrong side then go fuck yourself i dont fucking care anymore i cannot take your shit attitude anymore i already have enuff shits bugging me in life and i dont want to add more. you still treasure me or need me then chnage urself if not good bye.

25-2-2011 unforgetable

pleasing words i got to hear

- you are best of the 3.
- we dont want to loose you
- you are one of the pillar
- we want you to be around

and i got what i asked for. what more to say, i learned that when you are going through dark sure at some point you will get the light. Believe in fate and put expectations into dustbin ;) thanks to lili for being ma left brain.

10 Personality Traits Men Find Attractive in Women

Everyone always wants to know how to be irresistible to men. How can you guarantee he will be all over you and not thinking about some other woman? A lot of it is in your personality. Here are ten different traits that men simply find irresistible in women.

1. Understanding. Men fall in love a lot quicker with women who are more understanding about who they are why they do the things they do. If you lack the ability to understand the men you date then you will most certainly not have a large pool of men to select from. The more understanding and accepting you are of the man you are dating, the more he will love and accept you for who you are.

2. A good sense of humor. Men can be serious sometimes, but they also love to kick back and joke around with their woman as well. The more playful you are the more they will tend to want to being around you.

3. Directness. Men do not like women who play games or never say what is on their minds. The more direct you are and the less you man has to guess about what is on your man the better.

4. Confidence. Men like women who know what they want and are not afraid to go after it. The more comfortable you are with yourself the more attractive men will find you.

5. Dedication. Men want women who are dedicated to something, not flaky girls who have a lot of drama and switch boyfriends at the slightest whim.

6. Flexibility. The more adaptable you are to situations the more men will like you. Be spontaneous. Men will be more attracted to you if they know that you can get up and go at anytime without much notice.

7. Caring. This is one of the best personality traits men find attractive in a woman they want to marry. Men want you to show that you care about them and those around them -- their friends and family members.

8. Warmth. Like caring, men want a woman who is willing to show some emotion. The more affectionate and warm you are the more attractive they you become to men.

9. Intelligence. This is one of those very important qualities people do not talk about very much. Men frequently breakup relationships with beautiful women all the time because the women had only their beauty going for them. Men are attracted by women that are intelligent.

10. Honesty. This is the big one when it comes to romantic relationships that are fulfilling. Men want women who are honest, trustworthy, and sincere about their intentions.

End of friendship as painful as divorce....

Did you know that breaking up with a best friend could be as devastating as a divorce? It's true, say experts.

Women tend to share everything with their closest female friends, things they would never dream of discussing with their spouse or partners. So when the person who knows you inside out turns their back on you, it feels like a stab through the heart.

"Women's friendships can be very close and intense so it can be as painful as breaking up with a partner when things go wrong," the Daily Mail quoted clinical psychologist Irene S. Levine, author of ''Best Friends Forever: ***Surviving A Break Up With Your Best Friend,'' as saying.

"Women also tend to see their friendships as a measure of their worth, so when a relationship with a close friend breaks up, not only will you feel hurt by the rejection, but you are also likely to feel a failure for not being able to maintain that friendship," she added.

But, if at all, it happens with you, how you can cope with it?

"Give yourself time to think about the situation clearly before you get upset or angry with her," said expert Irene Levine.

"Ask yourself if you are upset because she has dumped you, and if this is a ***relationship really worth saving?"

Experts have also suggested that if you know you've done something wrong, you should apologise swiftly.

Also, don't fall into the trap of thinking you know or understand your friend's motives. You need to talk to find out what is going on.

"If you have begged and cajoled and she won't be moved, you need to respect the boundaries she has set and move on. It may have less to do with you than other things going on in her life," said Levine.

She added, "It will take time but remember, these kind of episodes happen to everybody.

Try not to brood. Keep yourself busy and you are likely to find that some of your ***"backseat" friends start to become more ***important in your life and fill the gaps."

Happy Birthday to Myself

Completed 25 years!! omg!!! quarter of life is finished damn! and im still la virgin hahahaha =)) well anyways thanks for those who wished im touched that you guys can rememeber my birthday..and i got to hear a piece of good news which really has screwed me for rest of the month. FML.