Monday, October 18, 2010

life in short

im emotionally wrecked and weak today as the disappointment saga continues in ma life..first it was during my childhood, pple used to just ignore me when they dun find me useful, things i said never counted anywhere or when something else pops in and u become less important or an option. the thing is im not sure if its the same for everyone..but for me it keep continuing with family, with friends, with best friends, with close friends, with colleagues or whooever it an be further classified. certain times i used to ignore this as i thought its part of life but then recently its bothering me too much as whoever im surrounded with they keep doin this even at work at home or whereever i go, is it my perception or am i expecting too much ? to be frank im not asking for anythign from anyone but atleast a basic courtesy to acknowledge me as a human ? maybe that's something anyone would expect or require in life atleast from your close ones, but for me it works when someone is left with no other option and when im the only one around.