Tomorrow's life is too late. Live today - its easy to make fortune quotes but to be practical i guess its pretty late by the time u realize the meaning of it. I been trying to be a positive thinker and take things positively recently thinking only of the good side but that really makes u feel like u r putting a mask on. So im confused now how can i polish things and bring myself on a way that makes me comfortable in all grounds. Btw happy onam to all malayalees.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
FML
Not sure how many times you have given chance to pple again and again to screw ur life..i recently realised the reason why its always me is because i have a lot of patience and i don't react to anything so that let others to take over the space and create the irritation which indirectly make u angry and create hatred over certain stuff. This really isn't good, like someone advised me before "when someone give u a pain give double back so that they will know how it feels and will stop doing it", actually i think this is true you have to be an asshole at times to certain people to make them realize how bad u can be...not sure how it feels for you when :-
- someone else take away ur stuff and dont return
- your parents support other kids and compare yourself with a friends of yours
- your friend is jealous of your success and hate you just because he/she cant be like u and stop contacting you
- you cook for a group of your friends and u realize there isn't anything left for you to eat
- a close relative of yours whom you thought will be there for you turns out to be a pussy
- you keep waiting for someone's msg or call and you get sorry I was busy or a qn back why cant u msg/call ?
- you have a roomie who is stinky who don't even bother taking shower use your pillow, keep shaking the bed when you are sleeping and yawns like a hippo
- suddenly people change their priority table in their life and u goes down in the list
im not sure whatelse to write here...im just having a bad start today with a wonderful shouting from ma mouth early morning and im fucking irritated with an asshole..
Life is so fuckedup!
- someone else take away ur stuff and dont return
- your parents support other kids and compare yourself with a friends of yours
- your friend is jealous of your success and hate you just because he/she cant be like u and stop contacting you
- you cook for a group of your friends and u realize there isn't anything left for you to eat
- a close relative of yours whom you thought will be there for you turns out to be a pussy
- you keep waiting for someone's msg or call and you get sorry I was busy or a qn back why cant u msg/call ?
- you have a roomie who is stinky who don't even bother taking shower use your pillow, keep shaking the bed when you are sleeping and yawns like a hippo
- suddenly people change their priority table in their life and u goes down in the list
im not sure whatelse to write here...im just having a bad start today with a wonderful shouting from ma mouth early morning and im fucking irritated with an asshole..
Life is so fuckedup!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Shout Shout!
Letting out some anger!
How i wish i wakeup from my bed and slaughter you to death by stamping on your head with my leg and split your face, fucking stinking shitty mouth with my 2 hands into 2 pieces and burn all your unwanted pieces of smashed flesh and make sure every piece of it get burned without leaving any blood strains on this earth. Argh im still not satisfied arghhhh muthafucking bastard son of a gun chow cheebaye after one head ache is over another one comes to spoil my sleep why the fuck is it always me...i cant fucking take this anymore..
fcuk you.
How i wish i wakeup from my bed and slaughter you to death by stamping on your head with my leg and split your face, fucking stinking shitty mouth with my 2 hands into 2 pieces and burn all your unwanted pieces of smashed flesh and make sure every piece of it get burned without leaving any blood strains on this earth. Argh im still not satisfied arghhhh muthafucking bastard son of a gun chow cheebaye after one head ache is over another one comes to spoil my sleep why the fuck is it always me...i cant fucking take this anymore..
fcuk you.
Friday, July 31, 2009
i didnt know this will come back to me
Last time when i at ma home town i wrote this piece of phrase or line to a very close friend of mine at the age of 14, after 11 years now it really hit me back i been complaining complaning about the issues in life and what i wrote to my friend is something that i wanted to hear at this moment. LOL.
Monday, July 27, 2009
There goes away my Appu
One after the other now i loose everything related with my childhood. I cant believe from today everything just going to be a memory. No more hopes in getting anything back even if i do it wont be complete without my appu & ammu. Even though i used to hate my appu i always used to have him placed in some corner of my heart, the reason is that he is the one behind all my talents, my first teacher who made me realise what i have in me. I still have your words in ma ears, Next time when you come i may not be anymore. Im happy atleast i could meet and talk with you couple of countable days back.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
Viva La Vida
I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
[Chorus: ]
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
[Chorus: ]
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
Ooooo, ooooo, ooooo, oooooo, ooooo
[Chorus: above version]
Ooooo, ooooo, ooooo
written byGUY BERRYMAN, CHRISTOPHER A. MARTIN, JON BUCKLAND, WILL CHAMPION
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sweep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing:
"Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!"
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
[Chorus: ]
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
Once you go there was never, never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
It was the wicked and wild wind
Blew down the doors to let me in
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become
Revolutionaries wait
For my head on a silver plate
Just a puppet on a lonely string
Oh who would ever want to be king?
[Chorus: ]
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman Cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword and shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
That was when I ruled the world
Ooooo, ooooo, ooooo, oooooo, ooooo
[Chorus: above version]
Ooooo, ooooo, ooooo
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