nervous

i dunno from where i got the guts to go and head on priyadarsan :p i neve ask how r u ? i ask only how long r u guys going to be here and ok nice meeting u...see u again hahahaha..i had no idea wat to talk abt even though he is a not so close family friend of mine...

Finally

Finally it happend today my long time dream come true a bollywood movie shooting, meeting a bollywood star ? buahaha it happend today finally near my office early morning i stepped into De dana dan movie set where priyadarsan was standing in the center with his black shades and goregoeus katrina in a yellowish sun dress and action hero akshay in /greyish costume shooting a song scene..Akshay was lifting katrina and she was giggling i dunno if she is shy to act infront of the crowd :p

Never make someone a priority if they consider you an option.

That's probably the best advice I've ever heard. I mean, when you think about it, it's totally true. You spend all your time putting someone else first in your life. You wonder what they're thinking, are they happy, are they sad, what can you do to make them happy. And to them, you're nothing more than an afterthought. Someone to warm their bed once a week. A weekend girlfriend or boyfriend or something like that. They spend maybe one day with you on the weekend. And then when Monday comes, they ignore you like you don't exist. MAYBE they'll send you a text message or an email. MAYBE they'll answer the phone if you call. But, more often than not, they don't think about you. You get frustrated and sad and wonder what did you do that was so wrong. What can you do differently to get them to look at you the way you look at them. But the truth is, nothing. When it's gone, it's gone.

All you can do is stop making someone a priority when you are nothing more than their option. Life is too short to waste time, energy and make him/her your priority while you aren't a priority in their lives. We have to put energy ONLY on someone who do the same efforts like you to be with you. How many time have your wasted energy on someone and they aren't even aware how much you work hard to make things work and look at you at the end as if you're crazy or intense ?

Busy Sunny Day

Woke up at 1:30 pm and i had this surprise msg from someone after so long finally it happend at the city on a weekend and it became very memorable with a stupid idea to head marina when the sun was right on top =) anyways right after that another trip to clarke and a surprising dinenr at the thai rest watchin the beauties on sat nite at clarke...it was really nice spending a nite out with the left ones in sg..ready to take more surprises.

to be continued...

Amrithanandhamayi

After 3 long tries it get to hug the famous hugging mother at suntec today...i duno i didn really feel anything as pple say abt the magical feeling but i still remember wat she told me in my ears "ente mone, ente one, ammede ponnu mone"..

To the fate

Beyond pitch darkness, I may not look with my eyes but I do see through my heart. I am not different; I am just a bit apart. Never seen the sunshine nor moonlight, but I aspire to inspire, to feel light beyond pitch dark. I will, outperform beyond your fathomless capacity. I do not need your sympathy, just a bit of empathy, that would help to light my way.

;)

A gal for a guy should be a soulmate, there shoudnt be any secrets but you can keep little secrets like surprises and suspense's, should know each other well and often must shift the shoes..love is not oly about sex its about loving the way the other person is...the feeling that comes without any conditions and the magic that you will feel when the person is around u and what you start to miss when you dont have him/her near. I still have no idea why i type that there...anyways for some reason i feel like my life gonna flower soon and im gonna get back wat i have been missing and loosing al lthis while..yes im gonan take up control over my emotional overload of mind : - ) stand strong be brave and love yourself...